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Thursday, March 19, 2009

Something to freeze!!!!

They called with our cryo report a day early. We have two 6-day embryos in the freezer!!!!! Four more must have arrested since Sunday. That's ok though, beggars can't be choosers. I'm so thankful to have something to fall back on. But, as my eternally optimistic friend Sara reminded me this morning, I can only focus on the positive. That means....we have future siblings in the freezer!!! Oh. That sounds kind of bad. And weird. But you know what I mean;-)

Now...my obsession of the day, prior to that call, was what in the world is going on down there in uterus-land??? Today should technically be implantation day. I spent a few minutes in bed this morning, visualizing 2 little embryos (no, not 3 b/c I don't want to be selfish. and yes I am serious)...holding hands, walking around in there on their little stick legs/feet trying to find a nice spot to camp. Specifically, I was envisioning embryo 2 and 13. No idea why. And yes, in my visualization they DID find a spot, and sat down like they were in a really fluffy bed:-) And they talked to each other. 2 told 13 that they had to find a spot b/c mommy really wanted them to hang around. And though they felt bad for 12, and didn't want to leave him/her behind, they needed to move on and do this for mommy.
People, I am serious. This was the scenario in my head this morning. If this doesn't work, will someone please check me into the hospital?

ANd because I am a visual person, here is what is *hopefully* going on in there right now (X 2).

6 comments:

Eternally Optimistic Friend Sara said...

Well if that's not a positive thought I don't know what is! And visualization always helps!!!

It made me chuckle a little...

Stacy said...

I love your visualization! 2 and 13 sound like they will be good buddies.

Hippie Family... said...

I see them too!! Oh they are so cute too!! I may have my neighbor call you if you need someone to tell you that you are sane, she swears that "if she see's it, it is so".

Anything to reinforce positive energy!

Gina said...

I love positive visualization. I always say think positive and you will have positive outcomes!

I think 2 & 13 are making a very nice home :o)

Amanda said...

I think that your visualization is wonderful. I have read that in a lot of pregnancy and ttc books. That you should take time out to envision the eggs implanting. I believe is was referred to as "qi" in one of the books I have. Good for you...the power of positive thinking! I wish you the best of luck!

andrea said...

:-) that's awesome!!