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Sunday, March 22, 2009

cramps

I debated on writing about this, b/c I don't want to jinx anything. I had cramps last night. Little teeny, tiny, popping pokes, actually, way down low. I don't cramp before my period, only during (and that's rare), and when I do it's really pressure all the way across. What I experienced last night was not like that at all. I suppose I can't really call them cramps, but there's not really anything else to call them. They happened on and off for about 3 hours.

The obsessive person that I am went back and looked at the posts from my FET in August. That time, I talked about a feeling like little needles jabbing me from the inside, but only for about 30 seconds. Last night was different than that.

I just wish, I mean really WISH, I could walk around in blissful oblivion during this totally anxiety provoking time. The truth of the matter is, I haven't been overly obsessive in "feeling" what might be going on. It's just the fact that I think I've trained my brain over these past few years to pay attention to ANYTHING, and now it just does it automatically. Don't like it so much:-(

They only other "sign" to speak of is that I've been incredibly tired. That however, I totally chalk up to the PIO. I've been around this block enough times to know that fatigue means absolutely nothing.

8 days til beta..........................

5 comments:

Lakshmi said...

i'm really hoping you're pregnant...i hope the next eight days go by ridiculously fast.

wvagirl said...

sounds like the infamous lightening croch to me friend ;-)

theworms said...

I hope the cramps are a sign of positive things to come :)

Praying this is it for you!!!

Rachel said...

I hate to say it but I had amazingly hurtful cramps my whole 2ww of my IVF!!!!

Lucy said...

Hoping this a good sign for you!!! I don't know how to relax and wait either :) ICLW