Monday, April 25, 2011

dreams (and not good ones)

I had a dream last night about an alive baby, and a dead baby. What does this mean? In the dream, they were both swaddled, both looked like they were sleeping, except the one that was not alive was a bit bigger, a bit bloated. I put them down on the bed together to take a picture of them.

It wasn't a haunting dream, per se, but I have thought about it a few times today. I didn't wake up still thinking my baby was dead, but in the dream it was definately my baby. In the dream, I was very matter of fact about it, a live baby and a dead baby.

I started reading a murder mystery a few nights ago that had very detailed death scenes. Is that where this is coming from? I hope so.

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