I woke up today with a not so good feeling. There is nothing obviously wrong (i.e. no spotting), and I still feel like crap, but I'm just having a not so positive day. Thankfully OB appt is tomorrow. Maybe I am just preparing myself should 1) we get an u/s and 2) things don't look so good? I don't know, but I don't like the feeling. The rational side of me is saying everything is fine, but still.
I "came out" to some more people at work yesterday. Maybe subconsciously I feel like I'm jinxing myself??
Why can't I just be normal, with normal thoughts?