is tired code for crap?

I've noticed over the past few weeks that several people have told me "oh, you look tired." It finally hit me this morning, when the Spanish speaking cleaning woman in our office said "are you ok? You look tired," and it was Monday morning. I must look like crap. It's no secret I'm exhausted, but how can I look tired on Monday morning? I guess I pulled it off.

Seriously, I feel exhausted all.the.time. I very rarely feel refreshed. Sophie consistently wakes up to eat b/t 3 and 4 am. I feed her, change her, and attempt to go back to sleep, just in time for my alarm to go off at 6 am. Then I get up, walk Sierra, get ready/play with and feed Sophia (who generally wakes b/t 6-7 and stays awake until 8:30 or 9) and then I'm off to work. I get home about 5 and take "Sophie duty," not only to give Dan a break but b/c I want to be with her. She goes to bed b/t 9 and 10, I try to get some things b/ 10-11 and then I go to bed. Lather.Rinse.Repeat.

I'm not complaining. I wouldn't change it for anything, but this is HARD!

To end this on a positive note...she's starting to notice her toes and I imagine she'll grab them in the next day or so:)